The past few weeks i felt my faith slip. I didn't know what i was believing in, what faith i was keeping, when at the very back of my head, i knew how the story would eventually turn out to be like.

I erased the trace of my faith that i kept for months since the first incident surfaced.

Then today, they made my faith came back. The faith i kept for 3 months and lost within 3 weeks, came back in a matter of 3 minutes, from 3 boys. They made me believe whatever i had believed in them since i stepped into fandom, made me felt bad that i lost my faith in them, and for the first time in almost a year, i felt like i really missed junsu. I missed the cheerful him. Chun managed a smile on stage and Jae controlled his tears. Without the other 2, it was like they themselves felt incomplete. I don't even remember them ever appearing on stage with a missing member.



Because chun says, ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH.

Jay wants to go back to korea

This almost brought tears to my eyes.

Fuck you netizens. Seriously fuck you all. Burn in hell. -_-

I am such a loser.

After controlling for so many episodes, today at ep 119 i couldnt take it anymore and went to watch the last episode of high kick, which is like ep 167. I was only 48 episodes away and i couldnt control. -_- Totally spoilt the story for myself.

Anyway, i practically cried my eyes out watching the last episode. I'm not even one who cries easily watching shows. D: But the whole while Kimbummie was doing the narration i already felt like crying, and when bummie finally had to leave without getting to say goodbye to any members of the lee family, i just started crying and crying and crying all the way until minho tried to run after bummie. I'm mad. But i dont really like the open ending to the story. I dont even know whether min yong and shinji reconcile!! !#&@^%$@(*&$ And the open ending to yunho's and minjung's teacher-student relationship completely is like bleah.

Actually, if you think about it, the ending isnt really SO sad that i need to cry so much. But i think i just got so attached to watching this whole sitcom that the whole idea of the story ending just makes me sad. I cried more than when i watch the last episode of Family outing with chunhee and yejin.

I totally suck at self control.

Anyway still,

Happy Birthday Kim Heechul!

I think he is facing some quarter life crisis.

Ok no one's gonna understand this post at all, cos even i dont understand.

Leaving for Bangkok in approx 5 hour and 30 mins!

Wish me luck. LOL. See you my f-list, in 5 days! :D